Peu de nouvelles de la détox. J'ai du die-off de la terre de diatomée, enfin je crois. En plus je vois sortir des trucs trop bizarres aux toilettes, et si ça se trouve c'est que le début, car je suis encore à petite dose. Les gens qui prennent 2 cuillères à soupe par jour voient sortir des trucs monstrueux, genre ascaris et autres. Des gens normaux, semble-t-il. Apparemment faut les avoir à l'usure, c'est le cas de le dire. Alors soit c'est ça qui me rejette des paquets de toxines, soit j'ai peut-être remis en marche des processus de détox, car j'ai souvent le langue blanche et le foie de travers, alors que ça ne peut pas venir de mon alimentation, en plus je prends plein de plantes pour le foie dont je sais qu'elles marchent. Alors s'il a du mal, il ne peut pas y avoir 36 causes. Bref. Du coup mon paquet de glutathion liposomal perdu quelque part dans un hangar à Roissy, je m'en passe, car je ne vais pas faire le traitement des métaux lourds tant que les bêtes m'en relâchent des paquets. Je pense aussi au candida. Je dois en avoir un peu quand même, la terre de D est réputée efficace aussi contre ça, et il semble que ça relâche beaucoup de mercure. Je croyais avoir une carence en magnésium, mais quand j'en prends ça ferait presque empirer les problèmes (genre crampes bizarres), et si j'ajoute du potassium ça revient plus ou moins à la normale. Hier je me suis réveillé avec un muscle qui tressautait, j'ai essayé un nouveau truc toutes les 2h. Orotate de magnésium, malate de magnesium, potassium, multivitamines, dissolvurol... Rien n'y a fait. C'est juste parti la nuit d'après. Comme quoi on est peu de choses... Je veux dire que si par hasard un truc grave se met à aller de travers, comme ça arrive à ceux qui ont une sclérose en plaques ou autre, on est juste dans la merde.
Oui je sais bien tout ça. Alors ensuite, pour l'eau, Casasnovas explique qu'il ne faut pas en abuser, une histoire de balance sodium potassium et de "crampe de la pastèque". La flore évidemment, mais d'après mes lectures, les probiotiques ça ne sert à peu près à rien. Je prends du kéfir. Il y a un nouveau truc qui semble pas mal, les sporebiotics, j'ai pas encore essayé, question de budget.<br />
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L'histoire de perméabilité intestinale, c'est connu aussi. Déjà j'ai arrêté le gluten à 80% et les produits laitiers. En plus il y a encore un autre facteur, quand j'ai mal au dos (suite au jardinage par exemple), ça bloque l'intestin.<br />
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Tout ça n'empêche pas le die-off et le relargage du mercure et autres. De toutes façons c'est difficile de savoir où on en est à cause des périodes de herx, mais bon vu que la diatomée est connue pour n'avoir quasi aucun effet secondaire, je suppose que c'est pas ça le problème et donc je continue les 2 mois que j'avais prévus.
Attention à boire suffisamment d'eau aussi.<br />
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Les probiotiques ne seraient pas mal non plus histoire de rééquilibrer une flore digestive qui a l'air déséquilibrée par des changements trop brusque.<br />
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L'hyper perméabilité intestinale peut aussi être un problème, mais bon, on va pas compliquer encore.
Fear We have the capacity in our minds to create that which we are most afraid of; in the same way that we bury some ignorance like a grain of sand inside the shell of an oyster and build around it until we come up with the end product, which in this case is not a pearl.
God It is finally this consciousness that allows a human being to feel God as the constant energy that is absorbed by all of the chakras, filling him with sweetness and joy. Not feeling happy is only the result of not being in tune with this force and not having the consciousness to contain it. For whatever reason we fail in holding onto energy, we must look to ourselves. We cannot blame anybody or anything. It is only our lack of capacity to hold that which is given.
Revelations In all teachings, the temptations that appear during the revelation period are those things we identify with, that take away the energy or content from the experience. It is the courage to put the bottom on the void, so that the incoming energy is not lost during any experience, that is required. This enables a person to grow endlessly, by surrendering content as fast as it manifests itself.
Seekers It is a remarkable event when somebody presents a situation that exposes their real need. It is rare when even half the truth is given. Usually a situation is distorted beyond recognition. It is as if somebody is saying to me that if I can dig out the real situation, maybe they will allow me to help them. When a situation occasionally is presented in all its nakedness, it is only because the person is defenseless at a particular moment. As soon as they have one stitch to put on their back, they again retreat into themselves, distorting what they said and what they think you said. The ability to hear and see is rare in this world. It only exists in somebody who truly wishes to grow. This has not, unfortunately, been the attitude of most seekers. So few succeed in reaching their goal that it is safe to assume that there are few who honestly pursue a spiritual life, and even then, very few teachers who cater to anything that brings the realism that allows for enlightenment. Spirituality Spirituality is not about being where you think you should be. It is not about being where you want to be. Spirituality is about being on the highest point of an ascending energy that keeps growing and growing. As this energy grows, it completely destroys every level of truth as you live it. This does not mean the truth that has been destroyed was not real. It was real for the level on which you existed before. With students, I am not interested in how long they are with me; I am just interested in one thing: whether or not they are strong enough to break up the horizontal level and continue growing. For myself, I do not want to limit myself by what I was. I do not think, "I did all this work to get to here." That is baloney. That is making a drama of your life and trying to build an image for yourself. The point is to keep growing. It is to have the courage to keep growing, even if it pulls apart the structure of your life. Then it is freeing you. There is nothing wrong with pulling apart the structure. What is wrong is to build yourself into a coffin and then stay there and try to justify it. Either you are working to live on a higher level all the time and to have a rebirth all the time, or you are trying to find justification for staying the way you are. The whole point of what we do is to destroy matter, which is this horizontal plane we sit on: the earth. It is to translate this physical and material matter into spiritual force. This is our work.
Surrender You sit down. Inside you, what is going on? You want to be right. "I'm a nice guy, how could this person do this to do me? How could someone take advantage of me in the business world," or "How can somebody not love me? Don't they understand what I did?" Inside you, these muscles close up; they are protecting you. They are protecting your ego, protecting the image you have of yourself. You sit down to take your breath, and you find that something has robbed you of your heart. What robbed you of your heart ? The need to be right. These muscles do not want to open. They would rather you were safe and secure behind the wall than outside the wall. Surrendering is opening all the muscles. This is the real test of your surrender in a situation. Can you breathe ? Does the throat open to receive the energy ? Are you free to receive this energy and open and see what your condition really is ? If you find out you are constricted in your heart, you have a pain in your back, or you can't get the air down, what does it mean? It means you are closed. What closed you? It does not matter what closed you, you do not have to find the rational reason, you just have to open. You sit and work, and you breathe. I do not have that problem anymore, but I used to sit and take that breath six hundred times in one day, sometimes, to begin to feel a little crevice start to open. If you are closed, you are dead. You can't be right if you are closed. Can a closed person know what he or she did or did not do ? So, if you find that you are closed, you have to drop the whole issue of whether the other person is or is not right.
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